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To The Dream Killers of 2020
How Many Dreams Have been killed? Protests… Injustice does not make violence & destruction OK. That’s a fact. That’s reality, whether you agree or not, reality does not change. Some dreams went up in smoke and died a quick death. … Continue reading
Posted in C-PTSD, Life, Today and Beyond, Uncategorized
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A Personal Epiphany
Wow… How many of these can one have in a single lifetime? Seems like everyone (well, at least many I think) would like to find that one special song, book, movie, or whatever, which seems to have come in to … Continue reading
Posted in Life
Tagged dreams, future, hopes, intuition, Major Depressive Disorder, music, past, peace, PTSD, The Laundry List
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It’s 2018… April almost May? Already? Time flies…
I can’t believe a whole year has passed since my last post… Not much of a surprise really when you live every day out in the zone some place. In at least one regard, it seems like the last year … Continue reading
Christmas 2014
Where do I begin… To the ones who’ve left themselves behind. To the younger one, I wish you a Merry Christmas. I really do hope that you’re doing well. Maybe you’ve learned to set aside the meanness and the anger? … Continue reading
The wayward child
During the middle and later 90’s, I was driving a semi for a scrap metal company in Chicago. Most of my runs were to neighboring states, like Indiana, Michigan, and Wisconsin. I also had few runs that took me to … Continue reading
Posted in Good deeds, Life
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What would I do if?…
“What would I do if…” covers many things. Today though, I’m going to focus on myself, my life, my situation, my dreams, my hopes, and maybe a few fears or concerns as well. Considering the “what ifs” of when things … Continue reading
Posted in Life
Tagged best in each other, bond, commitments, complete, desires, dreams, future, give and take, good things, happiness, home, hopes, love, marriage, needs, partners, peace, pet names, promises, romance, serenity, soul mate, touch, tranquility, twin flame, union, us, whole
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I am a Rock
First things first…. Please watch this… Simon & Garfunkel “I Am A Rock” originally release August, 1965 Rec-recorded and included later on their “Sound Of Silence” album, January, 1966 This song has had so much meaning and relevance throughout … Continue reading
Posted in Life
Tagged abandonment, adoptee, adoption, battle, belief, commitment, fearless, Forgiveness, hate, love, searching
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abandoned
to be abandoned once again was pretty hard to take to be forgotten once more a broken man can break to be shunned once forever stabbed heart bleeds a lake
All Alone
I was going through a container the other day, and found what used to be our family bible. It’s still a bible, but we’re no longer a family, and that’s what makes it a used to be. I didn’t even … Continue reading
Choices
By making choices for ourselves in life, it may seem like we put ourselves in control and maintain that control. Nothing could be farther from the truth, as I see it and understand now. Whether or not one realizes it, … Continue reading
Posted in Life
Tagged abandonment, anger, character, commitment, depression, despair, divorce, double standard, dreams, forgive, free will, future, give up, hang on, happy, hate, heart, hind sight, hope, judge, karma, less than perfect, let go, lose, love, marriage, mean, meanness, past, perfect, perspective, price, regret, reward, sad, temper, tenderness, vulnerability, win
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